I caught myself striving again, agh!!!

I was starting to feel that niggling feeling. The feeling comes with thoughts of "am I doing enough, how can I do more, what should I be doing?"

It starts small and it's hardly noticeable, then it starts getting more and more headspace and eventually I am wheel spinning. What big thing needs to change in my life? The chaos creator wanting to take control.

Why am I feeling uncentered? Why am I not at peace? Eventually, I remember - hey STRIVING is not of God, that is not the peace the Lord gives me! I'm reminded to lay it at down at the cross. Thank you, Lord for your mercy and grace. drawing me back!