Have you lost your peace?

Have you ever found yourself struggling with a dilemma or situation which becomes so massive (in your mind) that you lost your peace and good nature?

How did that impact your alone time and ability to be aware of God? How about your prayer and praise? Did you find your dilemma driving a wedge in your relationship?

Recently I went into a two-week dip! It was crazy, annoying, and frustrating. I got a call and learned information that rocked my calmness. It pushed me into a place of confusion. I felt I needed to make a choice that would have implications in terms of my future connections. The choice was unclear as both sides had pros and cons.

I dove into seeking the truth. The Bible, my favourite authorities on YouTube, and trusted loved ones. Everyone had a good perspective and opinion, but I needed to make a choice. The Bible was clear, but applying the word in today's world is not always simple or easy. God was good, giving me scriptures and words of encouragement, however, I wanted a clear sign, even a directive to be SURE of my choice. After swaying between left and then back to the right, over and over, I was a mess with all the opposing beliefs. I felt, in this scenario that God wanted me to make a conscious decision for myself.

In the flurry to find an answer and resolution, that’s where it all went pear-shaped. I found myself struggling to connect, not feeling the comfort and peace I was used to. It was not a great place. Geepers and it’s hard, right? To feel joy and feel happy when you are struggling with something. I found it foreign, strange, and annoying but most of all I missed God and the peace He gives me.

But I kept taking it to the Lord in prayer and seeking a resolution in the Word to guide me. Not until I made a decision and followed through did I feel the heaviness immediately lift. And daily my peace grew and returned.

If you find yourself in a place of confusion or uncertainty, and you are grappling with an issue that is stealing your peace, Know that you don’t need to stay in your hole of confusion and anxiety. Some people live in their “lack of peace” swimming and swimming in their unsolvable problem. Even though you might not be able to FIX your problem, you can decide to hand it over. But really hand it over (talking to myself here – as it took me 2 weeks of wrestling back and forth) and remember – it's not a great thing to say, but honestly, struggling through something does make you stronger.

So today – you can choose to take charge. Decide your non-negotiable beliefs (using God’s word as a basis is a great help) and then follow through, picking a side and letting the rest go, because God’s got you.

Philippians 4:4-8 King James Version

4 Rejoice in the Lord always: and again I say, Rejoice.

5 Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand.

6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.